And for me it always comes back to a comparison of expectations and reality. I wish I actually could go into everything with an open mind.
I hate how I’m always wishing other people did things differently or acted differently - but in the end, I guess that makes me all the same.
And new beginnings are indeed possible. But you’re still the same person. You can change everything around you and what you do - but changing who you are at the core - that takes time.
And a lot of the time you really do need to think about it. Whatever it is. Answers aren’t always forward and easy. Maybe it’s because we’re spoon fed so much of what we consumer today, that our generation is criticized as being expecting to be entitled to everything.
To be with the few people who you know are your friends, this is to be at peace.
And even when our stories are different, there’s so much that can be the same.
Life goes on. People change. I change. You change. The world changes. And nothing hardly ever seems as good as it once used to be.
Some people are so internally motivated it amazes me. I don’t know what’s stopping me.
And maybe weak things are chosen because we’re supposed to see how great things can come from small means.
We make such a fuss about the year ending a new year beginning. It could be the start of a new us. But so few of us ever change - especially in just one night.
